NEGATIVE

I'm dead before it started

I'm doomed for so many years

All the tears were frozen

And my blood is now stagnant

You killed me with your silence

You tortured me with your presence

I was alone and left with nothing

And yet, why do I keep on holding?

Now that I'm back in reality

How I wish to be alive

But is there anyway for me to escape..

From the past that printed my epitaph?

Save me from this grave

I'm afraid in this darkness

The squall is hurting me too much

And the pit is waiting for me to come back

You brought me into your paradise

Full of pretending and lies

Now that I am captivated by you

You'll just turn your back off me and walk away.

this is one of the so many poems i made when i was broken.. this is for the "one" of my fantasy, i know that i can never be with him in reality though.. but everything's alright now.. i'm over it.. c",)